The Tree and The Bird

5:37:00 PM Valencia Ng 0 Comments



She never realized that she was the tree
Until one day he came by to her life
She was just a little tree back then,
and he wasn't the prettiest bird of all.
And unlike any other bird, he didn't like singing.
He didn't like chirping, either.
He was so quiet, even she didn't realize that after all,
after all the years he was quietly sitting on her branches
'Til one day he accidentally started humming
She was so amazed, she never thought that
the bird that appeared to be dull, colorless,
could be that interesting
They started talking, the tree and the bird,
She never forgets the way his hazel eyes glimmered
When he talked about the world he saw
He talked about the great mountains, the valleys,
The oceans, the shoreline, his favorite place
She couldn't imagine how the ocean looked like
When everything that surrounded her was green,
how could she ever imagine how blue seemed like?
He told her about the big word out there,
the city streets, the beautiful night lights,
Just like the stars, she said?
Even better, he promised.
She closed her eyes, she tried to believe everything he said
She imagined that one day she would see all those places
He opened her eyes to this world she never knew
But she did not have wings, all she had was roots
She tried to flap her branches as she saw he flapped his wings.
But instead of flying, her leaves fell off to the ground
She realized they were different, but she loved him with all of her heart
She embraced him with her leaves, tried to protect him from the Mighty Sun
She gave him the shelter, the place where he could stay
Every single day the bird would sit on her branches
Every single day he would tell a new story
'Til she actually forgot that he was a bird,
and the wings that actually made him one,
She forgot...... until one day he disappeared
And she waited, and waited........ for the bird to come back
Will he sit on other tree's branches?
Will he tell the story to any other tree?
She waited..... and the days turned to weeks
And weeks turned to months
And months turned to years
And years turned to the day she stopped counting
To any other bird that came by after him,
all of them would always leave
But he, he was the first one to leave, he actually left mark
Though she stopped waiting, she never stopped remembering.
But without realizing it, she started to grow
Taller, stronger,
Better,
She started to see this world the way he always sees it
Now she understood what the fuss was all about
The color of the skies, the wide ocean, the shoreline,
the city lights that probably where he is right now
Sometimes she's still gazing from a far, wondering where he is,
or what kind of story he would tell if he ever sat with her again,
But she's the tree,
She has always been the tree.
And he's the bird
He has wings.
And that's probably why she'd never see him again.
.
1826.




0 comments:

Tell me anything

.

2:51:00 AM Valencia Ng 1 Comments


1 comments:

Tell me anything

Hmm

12:04:00 AM Valencia Ng 0 Comments



Sent by someone to me, 

The moon and the sun will never be
One;
So you walk aimlessly every afternoon
asking yourself “what if?” and
“What happened?”
You always kick the rocks in front of you, thinking that you could send it somewhere–
Near a tree, near a bench, or near a river,
but not on the doomed place you are now.
You ask yourself why you keep
on writing about the person you love,
without your hands getting numb,
or without your ribs getting broken.
You wonder what will happen to the
words never said, to the wishes
never heard, and to the desires
never expressed.
You keep on walking at the
road all alone while everybody’s hand
is occupied.
Then you remember that the Sun and
The Moon never meet;
they keep on haunting and following
each other, embracing and nearly
kissing each other’s skin but they really never collided with each other–
no union involved.
Because some people are not meant
to stay,
Some of them just visit to give
us a blanket of darkness; thus,
illuminating our brightness.
Some of them just visit to get from
us a fraction of lightness so that they
can shine too.
Some of them just visit to teach
us that brightness and darkness always collide, and the aftermath of the collision will either bring constellation
Made of someone’s smiles,
or dark holes made by someone’s tears.
But you must remember
that the people we want are not the people we need;
and that the people who hurt us will lead us to the people who will love us.
Everything will be in place at the right time,
the planets will soon fall into a straight line–
and you–your heartaches, your mistakes, your imperfections and all the tears you cried will fall perfectly into the right place
for the person who will make you believe that love is worth it,
and that sunday evenings with that person are perfect versions of paradise.
The sun and the moon will never be one;
but remember that eclipses
happen for those who
believe.
—󾭍margemargo, “Why I Love Eclipses”  (via wordsnquotes)
(Source: wnq-writers.com, via wordsnquotes)

0 comments:

Tell me anything

10:58:00 AM Valencia Ng 0 Comments

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause

As I walk from earth into eternity

0 comments:

Tell me anything

Here I am, again

3:45:00 AM Valencia Ng 0 Comments

Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?” and I said, “Here am I. Send me!” - Isaiah 6:8

Here I am, again. 
As You find me on my knees, again.
Crying, again
As sometimes I wonder, why did I even bother at the first place?
What was I thinking?
I knew from the very start it's going to be hard,
and the process is going to be painful
Yet I chose to walk upon the water as You called me
as the storm's surrounding me
Yet that time I chose to walk in faith instead of run
I remember I used to run, not after You but from You
I remember I only wanted to have it my way,
I want to have my life! do You remember that?
I didn't understand what is the heart to serve when I began this ministry
yet now I've interviewed bunches of people and I questioned it....
It's not fair, isn't it?
As now things are really different and I begin to question everything
I remember that everything was so different last year
My priority, my focus, and even my motivation
yet You turned that around...
You always, always take me down on my knees again
I've messed up, I've stumbled, and I've failed over and over again
No matter how good people perceive me, they don't know me like You do,
You see the depths of my heart, how deceitful it can be
You know my insecurities, You know I don't deserve this
but why.... why did You chose me?
Here I am, again, longing for the same fire You've given me
longing for the heart
longing for You
I shall never forget that heart, Lord
Here I am, again
Lead me as I lead Your people.

0 comments:

Tell me anything